“Last Sunday I bought my first tarot deck, the Healing Deck, from Rev. Penny. Tonight I opened it and used it for the first time, for my friend Janelle. She was on her floor in massive amounts of pain from back spasms. The deck called to me and said let’s do this, now is the time, this is the moment.
I was nervous but also calm. I got more nervous after the hand was dealt and I had to look up each card so carefully I didn’t know what anything meant but when I read each description… Then I just KNEW. I knew what to say that wasn’t in the description. I knew what to leave out, what not to read from the description. As I read aloud each description, I saw how it tied to the card before. As she talked about what she saw, more and more became clear. Worlds opened and meaning and truths just flew from my heart to my lips.
And the reading seamed to clear and open me, my channel, as much or maybe even more than her.
The rest of my time with her, I knew what she was feeling, I understood her pain, what her body needed, I understood what was happening in her mind, in her body, the connection between her emotions and her physical pain. I couldn’t or maybe I knew I shouldn’t, tell her everything I saw and felt and knew, but I trusted myself to say what she could hear, what she had space to take in I talked a lot more than I felt comfortable with normally in a situation like this, but I knew what I was saying was right and true and helpful. I know I made a big difference for her tonight. She thanked me and said she learned a lot. I feel strongly our connection is hugely deepened and will be even more impactful in the coming weeks and months. But I feel something in me is Awakened
I feel LIT UP.
I feel strong and energetic and AWAKE.
I feel rested and ready and alert.
I feel like some of the things I started to tap into and awaken months ago when I did the superhero workshop have just suddenly come awake again and also rooted down and found water.
Like I had something inside me, like an appliance, like a toaster or a blender or something. And in the Superhero workshop I did all this work to see the appliance and learn about it’s shape and size and dust it off and get to know it. But tonight I unintentionally plugged it in!”
~Alexandria Nichandros
August 7th, 2016
